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It’s been a couple of weeks since I’ve written and I had every intention about being better about writing. oh well. I’ve been a busy girl with school, sorority, and spring break the last few weeks and it hasn’t stopped I’m still going strong, attempting to balance lots of things at one time. how very typical of me.

Amongst everything, I haven’t had much time to rest… so I’m a little weary and a little tired, but trying to stay encouraged, positive, and motivated. I’m almost done with major sorority stuff for the semester and we only have like 6 weeks left of school after today. So only a little more time to stick it out! I officially got my major changed out of nursing back into psychology and picked all my classes until my graduation in December 2010. I’m graduating a semester late, but that’s totally okay with me considering how I’ve been to 3 different schools. I’m excited because I will be applying for graduation in the fall. HOLY COW. I can’t believe it’s fastly approaching and in 6 weeks, I will be a SENIOR in college. Out of control. I don’t feel old enough yet… it’s time to start thinking about jobs and building my resume and being a big girl

congratulations to all of my friends who are engaged and getting married! I can’t believe how many people I know that are engaged or recently married. it’s all very exciting and I am loving being a part of it all. haha I am so not even there yet, but I admire that my friends can settle down and make adult decisions like that. it’s crazy how we’re all growing up. I can’t handle it.

I don’t really have much going on other than the usual work and school. I saw my best friend, Krissy, the other day for the first time in like… 3 months or so. it was an emotional reunion with lots of tears and lots of hugs. oh the love. also, Holly, my bestest, is in California on her spring break to see a friend of ours from high school that moved out there. it was her first time on a plane, so I’m excited for her to come home and tell me all about it. My new Zeta babies are getting initiated in a couple weeks and I am SO excited and SO proud of them. They’ve come a long way and persevered and have just done a really incredible job. I’m not ready for them not to be my sweet, little babies anymore! They’re going to be sisters it’s bittersweet. but, I’m a proud Zeta Mom to say the least. We have a retreat this weekend at my apartment with the new girls and then our entire chapter retreat out in Cumming. I’m super excited for some fun pictures, cosmic bowling, yummy food, and some good sisterhood. I am SUCH a sorority girl.

 

I feel like I am in like this rut where I’m not sure where to go with my life. I’m running a million miles an hour all the time… I’m not sure what I’m investing my time in anymore. It used to be in students and in relationships, school, work, etc. Now, it’s minus the students, add Zeta and a few other random things to the mix… and my life feels like a mess a lot of days. It works for me because I work best in chaos, but still, it’s been a little much lately. I’m always tired, always stressed, always worried about something or not getting my responsibilities done. I can’t half-ass things and I am starting to just so I can get things done. Also, applying for a big girl job is right around the corner and I’m terrified with the way that the economy is going at this point that I won’t be able to find a job. I don’t even really know what I want to do. I know I want to go back to school and get my masters in education… but that’ll take a couple of years. Ugh. I don’t wanna grow up, I’m only good at being young. (thanks, John Mayer). But I do want to graduate soon. It’s a weird transition for me… I’m  4 months away from being 21, so that marks an age for me that I’m excited to get to, especially with all my friends being 21 or older and being able to go out without me.  haha here I am saying I don’t want to grow up, but I can’t wait to be 21. oh me.

Well, here’s to the most pointless blog ever. Cheers!

I’m bored in government and taking off facebook for lent, so this is what I resulted to. OH, and I’ve been up since 7. Delirium at its finest.

Holler.