in this world that i hate, you are the one i love.

i love that song by jon mclaughlin. his new album is INCREDIBLE. buy it and check it out!
so it’s been almost 2 weeks or so since i have written… i haven’t much felt like writing lately. i’ve been busy as usual and just to be honest, haven’t really felt like sharing what’s been going on [...]

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my love hasn’t grown cold.

so… i pulled out the ol’ bethany dillon stuff and sure enough, the Lord loves to surprise me and make me feel loved when i don’t feel it nor deserve it.
You shake your head
What is so hard to believe?
When you are in your bed
I sing over you the sweetest things
Because oh, my love, it does [...]

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will i ever?

i just feel like i’ll never get it… never believe in myself enough and be confident enough in what He has given be the ability to do. i know what to do… but i lack the discipline and the motivation and the trust. i lack so many things. i am so discouraged right now. i [...]

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heavily broken.

i am just like… exhausted. emotionally, spiritually, physically… just completely wiped out. i feel like i could sleep for days and days and be completely okay with it. i am just a broken person. i’ve been saying that a lot lately. but i just am. i feel like a waste of a person these past [...]

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